Monday, December 22, 2008

Rants of the author

I'm feeling dejected, strained, baffled... argh, i don't know.. I just want to end this year saying sh*t! Yes, my life has been a rollercoaster ride. I want to break free... I've been hiding from the closet for so many years and now, I came to realize that I want to be myself and stop pretending that I'm still the happy girl my family used to know. But how? I don't know when and where to start. Sigh... As much as i wanted to utter those words, i can't. I know they won't understand.. I know.. Perhaps, i'll just keep hiding from the closet and go on with my life...